worsening relationship

Our relationship too bad noww .
I'm really confuse don't know what to do .
I'm really tired with all this .

Just want to break up .
He asked me not to cheat , but He is cheating behind me .
I'm so sad .
Too tired crying .
Swelling of the eyes in a very busy crying for himself .
I'm wrong about this problem ?
Oh God ! Help me !!
Wanna crying noww , but still can cover it .
Not old to hear your sweet words in my mind .
I am very disappointed !
I think I am stupid girls the reason to get know you for 6 months
I will resign be your girlfriend .
Many reason actually ,
I can't stand with your invective to me .
I know i'm stupid , I know that I'm not pretty , I know that i really troubling youu , and you don't worry .
This monday , I'll meet you .
And we break up ?
The thing that you can't wait right ?
I know .
Have slow talk and privately with you .
Act , I am very sad to leave you my hunny .
You know what ?
I thinking all this way of night .
But , what can I do ?
I can see when You treat me , like a BITCH I think ?
And , You don't think that half an hour I waited You at the bus stop .
You told me that You wanna send me home , but .......
Someone told me that You've met Zati .
I know that You met Zati , your EX ?
How dare You do all this to me ?
I doesn't yet think , Why am I fall in love with the guy like Youu haa ? !!
You're so willing to meet her , even You saw me You don't look at me ?
You just go with your friend leave me there .
You ignored me !
I remembered that time , when I open your FACEBOOK .
I saw You commenting at IM with other girl .
" Hye syg ? "
You called that girl " SYG " , even when You IM at me . 
You mad at me , You accuse me !
You blame me with stupid reason that's not True !
And You force me to Off line and go to sleep .
But I don't satisfied with youu . !
That's why lah I opened Your Facebook , and I see that You're cheating behind me !
Before that You always telling me , don't cheated ? But now , Who Cheating ?
You or Me ??? 
Tell mee !!!
:'(
If You bored with me , Why can't You tell me ?
Why ???
Swear to God !
I really really love Youu !
But You daring do all this to me ?
How dare Youu ?
I'm sorry if I do anything wrong to Youu , and I'm begging You Please change !
Don't be a guy that like to hurt girl , do girl crying of You ?
Can Youu ?
Oh my god !
I don't know what to say now .
I'll see you on Monday .

Byebye , :'(